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I sit here at 5:16 in the morning playing a game on Facebook. It is a game I have truly come to love to play. I play it on a daily basis. I introduced it to Keith and he plays it right along with me. It is nice to have something we both . . . → Click Here To Read More: Facebook…
I sit here thinking about Mari. I think I always think about her just sometimes more than others. But right now I am really missing her. I was talking to my dad a couple of days ago. His cell decided to call me out of the blue. When I answered all you could . . . → Click Here To Read More: Sitting here thinking…  One comment  My Writing - In The Moment  bereavement, caring, change, child loss, Dad, daughter, death, disbelief, family, friends, frustration, funeral, grief, growth, healing, heaven, hospital, hurt, imagine, interesting, life, loss, loss of a child, loss of child, lost a child, love memories, missing her, mom, only child, pain, parent, parenting, parents, parents who have lost a child, sadness, thinking
The only thing tangible left are pictures (and a couple of videos) taken of Mari from the time she was born until the day she died (literally). We have them of her while she was in the hospital when she was first born and we have them of her in the hospital when . . . → Click Here To Read More: Tangible Things Leave a comment My Writing - In The Moment alone, bereavement, caring, child, child loss, children, crying, Dad, daughter, death, dedication, disbelief, family, frustration, grateful, grief, growth, happiness, healing, heartbroken, heartwarming, hope, hurt, imagine, interesting, joy, life, loss, loss of a child, loss of child, lost a child, love, memories, missing her, mom, only child, pain, parenting, parents who have, peace, precious, sadness, tears, thinking
You might be asking, “But why does July suck?” I mean, after all, July has so many good things about it right? Like the 4th of July and celebrating our nation’s birthday. The fireworks you can either do together with family, friends and acquaintances or to go see one of those . . . → Click Here To Read More: July Sucks! 3 comments Holidays - 4th of July, My Writing - In The Moment, My Writing - Reflection alone, bereavement, cemetery, child, child loss, children, comment, crying, Dad, daughter, death, disbelief, family, friends, frustration, funeral, grief, growth, healing, heartbroken, home/house, hopeless, hospital, hurt, husband, imagine, incredible, interesting, life, loneliness, loss, loss of a child, loss of child, lost a child, love, memories, missing her, mom, only child, pain, parenting, parents, parents who have lost a child, sadness, tears, thinking, unbelievable, wife
Today is the start of a new day. It’s a day I have not had to do in many years (eight, almost nine, years to be precise). It’s a day I have not been ready for before now. In the past it would have been a day I dreaded but now I am . . . → Click Here To Read More: The Start of a New Day 8 comments My Writing - In The Moment alone, Army, autism, autistic, bereavement, caring, change, child, child loss, children, comment, crying, Dad, daughter, death, disbelief, exciting, freeing, fun, grief, growth, happiness, healing, home/house, hope, hopeless, inspiring, interesting, joy, life, loneliness, loss, loss of a child, loss of child, lost a child, love, memories, missing her, mom, only child, pain, parent, parenting, parents, parents who have lost a child, peace, precious, sadness, tears, thinking, understanding, wife
Sylvia, I want you to know how much of a dear friend you have become to me. I mean, don’t get me wrong, you were such a help to Keith and I when we were still living in DeKalb. Every Sunday morning you enabled us to be able to attend church service while . . . → Click Here To Read More: Julie and Sylvia 6 comments My Writing - In Response, My Writing - In The Moment angel, change, child, child loss, children, comment, crying, death, friends, grateful, heaven, hope, hospital, imagine, life, loss of a child, loss of child, lost a child, parents who have lost a child, reading, tears, thankful, understanding, writer, writing
All I can say is, “Boy what a night last night.” Keith and I typically go to bed, what might seem for most people, rather late. It seems like if we are starting to get ready for bed by 11 o’clock or midnight that it is an early night for us. We both . . . → Click Here To Read More: When life throws you a curve ball (man, all I wanted was a fast one 4 comments Holidays - 4th of July, My Writing - In The Moment alone, angel, anger, autism, autistic, bereavement, child, child loss, children, control, Dad, daughter, death, disbelief, frustration, grief, growth, happiness, healing, heartbroken, home/house, hopeless, hurt, husband, imagine, incredible, life, loneliness, loss, loss of a child, loss of child, love, memories, missing her, mom, only child, pain, parent, parenting, parents, regret, sadness, thinking, unbelievable, understanding, wife, writing
It is interesting. Most people don’t even think about it but when you first meet someone and he or she says they are married, it seems like one of the very first questions anyone asks is, “Do you have any kids?” I was just sitting here this evening and it struck me on . . . → Click Here To Read More: Do you have any kids?
A friend of mine told me she comes to this website everyday to see what I have posted and is disappointed when there isn’t anything. I am going to try something new. I want to try to post at least one thing a day just to let you all know . . . → Click Here To Read More: Comments and Feedback
I was not sure if I could handle going back to church this morning. I have tried two times since Mari passed. Each time I could not make it through. I sit here writing this as those around me are singing. Singing was one of the things I used to . . . → Click Here To Read More: Music of the Heart Leave a comment My Writing - In The Moment angel, child, child loss, children, Dad, daughter, death, disbelief, entertaining, exciting, frustration, fun, grateful, grief, growth, happiness, healing, heartbroken, heartwarming, hurt, incredible, joy, loss, love, memories, missing her, mom, pain, peace, precious, singing, thankful, thinking, writer, writing |
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